It doesn’t matter who is happy for us and it doesn’t matter who talks badly behind our backs. To me, not a damn thing anybody says or thinks about us matters because they don’t know our relationship like we do. We are the only people who matter in this love and we are the only people who know this love on this level. No matter what anyone says, no matter their efforts to pull us apart, no matter anyone’s opinions, the only thing that matters is what we do to stay strong through it all. There isn’t anyone like you, you’re irreplaceable. I love you unconditionally and nothing in this world will ever make me love you any less. Each day, I only love you more. You are my best friend and one of the very few people I trust with anything. There isn’t a thing that I can’t tell you. I wish there were more clever, witty words I could say to make you see the sincerity of my love, but where words fails, actions speak. I hope my actions can show you at least half of what you mean to me. I hope that when I speak, you know that every word I say is true. When I act a certain way towards you, I hope you know I act every way that I do because I love you. You are the light of my everyday, the main reason I get up every morning, the reason for my smiles, the reason I can write so deeply, you’re my other half, my partner, and most importantly you’re my best friend for the rest of my life.
There is simply no one else on this earth that can make me smile after I’d been crying all day long. There is not a single other person that knows my every thought before I even say it just by looking into my eyes. There is no other person who I can literally talk about anything with. There is no other person that knows me and accepts me in all my forms, good or bad. There is no one else that has ever heard me out. There isn’t a single other person that I am as close to. There without a doubt isn’t anyone on this entire planet who I’d rather spend everyday with for the rest of my life. I life you Santi, forever and ever. There is no one that could ever replace all the love you give me, all the smiles you cause me, and all the laughing being silly together brings me. 12312013💕
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i love you. i love every goddamn ounce. i love your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
When you love someone, it’s not about who knows, it’s not about showing people that you’re happy, it’s not even about all the cute couple pictures. When you love someone, it’s about how you make each other feel, it’s about friendship, trust, communication and ultimately it’s about putting the other before yourself. So, before you go telling people about your relationship ask yourself “Am I telling them so they envy me or am I telling them, because they genuinely care about my happiness” because in the end, the only people who should really know every detail of a relationship are the two people in it. Your relationship doesn’t involve and should never involve anyone else. So, say what you feel, show what you feel, spend every moment cherishing your significant other, spend every moment apart missing each other, and never, NEVER let someone make the rules for your relationship.
I keep it all together, I put on a fake smile, but inside I’m just torn apart! I hate Eugene. I hate being far from my friends, family, and my boyfriend. I miss having people around. I’m miserable as hell and the only fix is to move to Portland, but there’s no way my mom will let that happen and no way to find a new roommate for my current roommates in time. I’m tired of this nightmare that is my life. I’m so close to my breaking point and no one can help me :(
The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.